ME

Since she was dead...
I am afraid one thing all the time.
I think it's impossible to happen.
But now.....I am not that sure any more........
I never forget her....it just wouldn't happen....
What if the thing I forget is her voice?
The way she talked with her face....
The voice she had...
The smell of her I like...
They seem to disappear from my momery gradually.
Even now I still try to deny the fact.
It's just the truth.
It does disappear from my momery gradually.
How could it happened?
These days I try to recall everything about her on the way to work.
It's  god damn hard to me.
I do all I can piece together, ironically it's just a piece in the end.
Perhaps I delete from my heart.
Perhaps I want to ...
Then I wouldn't be that sad over losing her.