ME

Actually, I have thought about this for couple days. What exactlly I want in this whole
new year? Money? Got a good job I want? Now I am confused that are the things I
yearn for. It have to be gotten by one's capability, not just one's eager. So....I eliminated
that to become my hopes althought I need them so much.

What I really wnat and need is the judgment. It can be the shortage when something 
comes along, especially there are so many things waiting you to deal with. Normally,
all the thinking will be in great confusion. Then you will find that the decisions you make
are so terrible. You will feel so regretful and start to ask yourself why I choose that. Using
the stupid word---why, again and again. 

A good judgment can avoid regreating and loss. I think I need it when seeing something 
I like, when things become complicated....Just give me it......