ME

Recently, I found myself that it became hard to control my emotion 
especially in working. I didn't mean to go mad with Peter or 
something not going smoothly. One thing I could sure is that I felt 
so much pressure in working. 

MMP hasn't signed Proforma Invoice back to us. When Peter is in 
China, he seems to be crazy about everything. You can get his call 
per hour till you are impatient and blow up. Then he starts to be 
picky about everything...really EVERYTHING!!! Everytime he goes to 
China, he must become annoying. Peggy and Papa agree with that. 
The problems are I have no reasons to bear his stupid behavior. 
Although he pays me salary, that doesn't mean I have to stand 
everything he done to me. What a bastard!!! 

He is the boss. I shouldn't treat him like that. Yeah....I shouldn't....
of course I know that, but sometime I just can't help...Maybe I should 
try to control my temper. It is working after all....I can't treat him a friend. 
The most importance is that I can't go out for dinner with them any more. 
The more I owe him, the more I have to give back to him. Just like Papa 
said: don't owe anyone favors, or you can't get rid of it. Now I agree with 
him. 

Remember!!! You are an assistant in the company. You can't have much
sound. Just do your things.