ME

So Beautiful
Whether I'm right or wrong
There's no phrase that hits
Like an ocean needs the sand
Or a dirty old shoe that fits
And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars

And darling you know
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

Whether I'm up or down
There's no crowd to please
I'm like a faith without a clause to believe in it
And if all the world was smiling
I would only ever want to see your frown
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We'll be right here stranded on the ground
Just happy to be found

You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

I have lost my illusions
I have drowned in your words
I have left my confusion to a cynical world
I am throwing myself at things I don't understand
Discover enlightenment holding your hand

You are..
So Beautiful

Yeah darling you know!
That you make me feel so beautiful 


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I love this song very much... it's just like classic Darren long song.
Not because it is a love song... it's because it can make you feel.... love is really beautiful.
It's why it can be the No. 1 for wedding song.

It was E's ringtone before....  That's is what he made me feel.... same to the song
Although I never let him know.... in my heart... it was....
When this gone, it didn't mean it could be taken away from my heart.
Just like the small plant, it lives there... keeping living.... can not be denied.
Still, I think about the old days till now.... the old days we spent time together.....
It was really good.... and I think I am a humanbeing...... I have heart... I can't make it as my mouth said....
I told L this before.... she said "just change the taste... it will be great for next"
I know.... I really know....
I daren't let S know it.... I know she will blame me.... 
If there is a if, will I make the if become not just if?
Will I be able to do better than before?  
If there is no if, I just keep assuming the if....
Am I too stupid?