ME

It is the name of a book. I bought it when seeing in the
store. I even forgot why I chose it. Maybe just because
of its introduction. Perhaps. It's talking about a present
that can't be bought with money by everyone. Why?
Because it is invisible. It must be found by yourself. Why
it is that important? Finding it, you will have more efficient
lives. What is it exactlly? It's the passion. The passion
about you how to live, work, and get together with your own
family, friends, colleagues, lover, and everyone connecting to
you. Without it, you hardly do anything with your way.

It is wrote by an old man and a kid in the beginning. The
old man often mentions "The present" to the kid. As we
think, the kid is interesting in the present. He starts think
what is the present looking like. A toy? Money? A puppet?
The old man says that you have alredy owned it just you
don't know. To think back what you thought when doing
something you enjoyed it, and then you would find it.

Actually, I also couldn't find the real meaning of the
present just like the kid althought I seemed to get it.
I knew that I had to have the patience or it fell short of
success for lack of a final effort. Finally, I get it. I
realize why everytime I felt so cheerful when playing
badminton, because I enjoyed it. I wouldn't think how I
pained after something changed. I wouldn't remind myself
what a big responsibility I had. There was one thing I sure
was that I was totally happy that time for that moment I
could play it.

Why suddenly I had this thought? Actually, I had no idea
about it. Yesterday we practiced badminton, I never expected
I could play it well, because I knew I haven't played it for
a long time. I just felt so cheerful. That's it. Nothing else.
Just it. Exceeding my expectations, I did it well. I can't believe
it. I get my own present.

Maybe I should take it to my lives, my work, and anything about
me. I would be happier than before. I believe the author. Pain
is just the difference in the things you don't expect. It will
change like everything does, and the only thing you need to do is
waiting. Wait it to leave. Yeah.....wait it to leave.