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Since I went to the interview...
On the way home, many things came through my mind.
I knew that I would be employed because of the manager.
Somehow, I couldn't stop keeping asking myself one thing till now.
That is "AM I READY?".
"Am I ready to take the responsibility for my family?"
"Am I ready to handle?"
"Am I ready to face the questions of some other people who judge by the salary?"
"Am I ready to take over their eyes?"
I don't know exactlly.
Maybe I shouldn't have a question like that.
I really shouldn't....
You know...
Sometime it just lets me get lost like you walk to an uncertain way which you even don't know
where it goes.
That's what I feel now.
I'm not quite sure it's the thing I want to seek.
There's one I can ensure is that I have no way out.
I have to keep going...keep going....keep going....
untill I get and learn what I want.
So realistic....right?????
One year....only one year....
Then get a better job.
"Nicole...it's your turn...don't try to deny it...maybe you gonna love it..."
GOD!!!
I can't believe it I have that time to ingratiate myself.
That 's ME...isn't it?????
On the way home, many things came through my mind.
I knew that I would be employed because of the manager.
Somehow, I couldn't stop keeping asking myself one thing till now.
That is "AM I READY?".
"Am I ready to take the responsibility for my family?"
"Am I ready to handle?"
"Am I ready to face the questions of some other people who judge by the salary?"
"Am I ready to take over their eyes?"
I don't know exactlly.
Maybe I shouldn't have a question like that.
I really shouldn't....
You know...
Sometime it just lets me get lost like you walk to an uncertain way which you even don't know
where it goes.
That's what I feel now.
I'm not quite sure it's the thing I want to seek.
There's one I can ensure is that I have no way out.
I have to keep going...keep going....keep going....
untill I get and learn what I want.
So realistic....right?????
One year....only one year....
Then get a better job.
"Nicole...it's your turn...don't try to deny it...maybe you gonna love it..."
GOD!!!
I can't believe it I have that time to ingratiate myself.
That 's ME...isn't it?????
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